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The past week or so since I have not blogged has been weird daze in which I have found little peace. I found it easier not to blog about it, because I hate being pestered about my posts being vague and I had little or no time to blog. That being said, I am hoping to get back into blogging at a regular basis, but if you want to criticize what I say on here, tell me in person.Now to why I have been in a daze. The simple answer would be that I don't feel like my life is going anywhere at the moment. I look at other people's lives and I feel envy and regret. Envy because I don't have near what they have and regret that my life isn't going quite that well. I want so much to have a girl that I care for and who cares for me, I want a job where I could excel at and have fun doing it at the same time, I want to live on my own, I want to be done with school, I want to be a part of the church, I want to live my life to its fullest. So many wants, and I have none of them. I know that if I had even one or two of those things, that my life wouldn't be any easier or better, but everytime I see someone who has these things or will have them sooner than I will, I get angry and feel insecure about myself.
I need some guidance and prayer for my life, so I ask those of you who read this to pray for me, and to help me in any way possible.
-brodie
posted by brodie @ 6:06 PM
2 Comments:
The only thing about your life you can really have any real control over is your attitude. I've been where you are, and still am there sometimes (although you seem to be there a little more often than most people I know), but the key (and I know you've heard this before) is faith in God. That's really it - it'll change your attitude.
The grass always looks greener on the other side, but trust me, you should be grateful for the life you have.
The people that you think are better off than you most likely think that you are better off than them.
Michael
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